30 Haziran 2014 Pazartesi

I killed my mother...


The film begins with Hubert Minel giving a black-and-white monologue explaining how he loves his mother but can’t stand being her son; he also reveals that when he was younger things were better between them..
Psixoloji yönmlü olan filmdir deyə bilərəm..Və ən əsası film boyu ailədaxili problemlərin öhdəsindən gəlmək çətinliyini və uşaq tərbiyə etməyin çətinliyini görmüş oldum..Düşünürəm ki, hər bir yeniyetmənin yaşadığı çətinliklər filmdə gözlər önünə sərilib...Əslində bu haqqa çox danışa bilərəm..Amma istəmirəm..

Filmdən sitatlar...

Hubert Minel: What would you do if I died today?
Chantale: I'd die tomorrow.


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Hubert Minel: I wasn't born to have a mother. 
Julie: Maybe your mother wasn't born to have a son.

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Soundtraktləri..

Nicholas Savard L'Herbier

Vive la Fête - Noir Désir


29 Haziran 2014 Pazar

Endless Love..


Endless Love is a 2014 American romantic drama film directed by Shana Feste and co-written by Feste with Joshua Safran.
İzlədiyim ən gözəl sevgi filmlərindən biri..Məna dolu idi..Bir anlıq təəccübləndim..Çox primitiv bir film gözlədiyim anda bir çox mövzu ilə əhatələnmiş bir fim seyr etmiş oldum..Sətiraltı mesajlar..Onları duydum..Əsasən də filmin sonundakı yanğın səhnəsində..Məncə, filmin kulminasiya nöqtəsi məhz o səhnə idi..


There was a girl. A beautiful girl. Surrounded by people, but utterly alone.



…the kind of love you fight for, that makes you want to be better.


I don’t want to wait. I want to feel this with you.
.

My first love was everything, all at once…. The kind you never fall back from. Never want to…. The kind that never dies…. The kind you fight for.
My first love was everything all at once. The kind that you never fall back from. Never try to. Never want to. My love's so big. So strong. It never dies. Never fades. Never losses its electricity. The kind of love you fight for. The kind of boy you fight for.

David Elliot: When my parents broke, they met when they were in high school, it made sense. That's what I want to find, true love, the kind of you fight for, that you always put first. That makes you wanna be good, do better and not with just any girl, but the girl and when I find that, that's all I need.

Filmin soundtraktləri möhtəşəm..

Ellie Goulding - Explosions
Explosions
On the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same
It will never be the same






The Bird and the Bee - All Our Endless Love
I am just blood, I am just blood
I am just a heart that's beating up every second of your touch
I am just stars, I am just sky
I am falling to the rhythm of all your endless love


NONONO - Pumpin Blood
This is your heart it's alive
It's pumping blood
And it's your heart it's alive
It's pumping blood
And the whole wide world is whistling
And it's whistling

Super əhval ruhiyyə bu cür kəşflərə görə..
29.06.2014...
Everything will be ok. :)

25 Haziran 2014 Çarşamba

My blue list....

Want to do in the life.....
MY BLUE LIST
1. Learn HTML
2. Learn how to draw
3. Visit all countries in the world
4. Go back to Check Republic
5. Spend some time in Danimark and Italy
6. Own a dog
7. Raise money to build a school where desperately needed.
8. Learn to speak English
9. Teach myself Englih language

22 Haziran 2014 Pazar

Backstreet Boys - Show Me The Meaning



Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me


Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show?

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why can't I be there where you are?


20 Haziran 2014 Cuma

Friend...


Friends are the family we choose ourselves. Unlike your brother or sister, whom you have to accept no matter you like them or not, but a friend is chosen by us. And, if you find a good friend, you have found yourselves a treasure and it is up to you to retain this treasure or lose it. Follow these tips to retain the person in your life.

PAY ATTENTION
Everyone likes it when some one is giving attention to the problems and help them solving. Remember, People will not come to you to pay attention to you but for the attention you pay to them.

SURPRISE
The best way to enter into one’s heart is to give an unexpected gift at an unexpected time. Don’t forget the important dates like Birthday etc. On birthday, be the first one to wish like at 12 am exactly.

EXCHANGE SONGS, MOVIES
If you have downloaded songs or movies of your friend’s favourite artist, share with him/her.

BE FRANK
Tell your friend your secrets like your crush or your first crime etc. Dont forget to mention that he/she is the first person to whom you are disclosing these secrets of yours.

BE TRUTHFULL
It breaks everybody’s heart when that persons get to know that you have been lying about something, no matter how small. Your friend loves you for the person you are and not the person have been faking.

APOLOGIZE
When ever you do something wrong like getting late for picking him/her up etc, Apologize.


I’ll Be Here
I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away;
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.
I’ll listen when you need to talk,
I’ll wipe away your tears;
I’ll share your worries when they come,
I’ll help you face your fears.
I’m here and I will stand by you,
On each hill you have to climb
So take my hand, let’s face the world. . .
And live just one day at a time.
You’re not alone, for I’m still here,
I’ll go that extra mile;
And when your grief is easier,
I’ll help you learn to smile

Corel Dravv

Corel Drawda ilk əl "işim"...Gələcək uğurum və bacarığım bol olar bu yolda..
Amin!!!!

16 Haziran 2014 Pazartesi

Reamonn - Star

Tell Me If You Got A Problem
Tell Me If It Turns Your Way
Tell Me If There's Something Bothering You
Tell Me What Should I Say

You Know I Did Most Anything
You Know I Change The World
You Know I Do Most Anything
For My Little Girl
Tell Me If You Got A Problem
Tell Me Now What Is Inside
Show Me If Your Broke Heart Straight
You Know You Never Need To Hide

You Know I Did Most Anything
You Know I Paint The Sky
You Know I Do Most Anything
You're My Guardien Light

You're My Star, Shining On Me Now
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me - For You
You Are My Shining Star
My Star
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me - For You
You Are My Shining Star

Once Upon A Time A Memory
Once Upon A Time A Girl
Once Upon A Time A Perfect Life
Once Upon A Perfect World


You Know I Did Most Anything
You're My Guardien Light
You Know I Do Most Everything
To Keep You In My Life
You're My Star, Shining On Me Now
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me - For You
You Are My Shining Star
My Star
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me - For You
You Are My Shining Star


Just A Memory
Every Dream You See You And Me
If I Wish Upon The Stars
Well I Hope Thats Where You Are

When Heaven Turns You Know You'll Shine
You're In My Heart For All Time
When Heaven Turns You Know You'll Shine
In Worlds Of Heart

Cause Yeah You Are My Star
Shining On Me Now
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me For You
You Are My Shining Star
My Star
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me For You
You Are My Shining Star
Shining On Me Now
Love Grow Us Appart
For Me For You

14 Haziran 2014 Cumartesi

Australian crocodile


The Australian crocodile is the largest crocodile in the world. It can grow up to seven metres long and the biggest can weight up to 1000 kilos. It has only two muscles to open its mouth. What makes crocodiles so dangerous is that they attack incredibly quickly and they take their victims under the water to drown them. They usually attack in the water but they can suddenly come out of a river and attack animals or people, and they can run on land at 17 km/h.Every year in Australia there are crocodile attacks on humans. Two years ago a 24 year-old German tourist died when she went for a swim in a lake. Although there were signs warning people that there might be crocodiles, the girl and her friends decided to have a midnight swim. The girl suddenly disappeared and next morning her body was found. Near it was a four-metre crocodile. And only last month two Australian boys watched in horror as their friend was killed by a crocodile when they were washing their mountain bikes in a river. They climbed a tree and stayed there for 22 hours while the crocodile waited below. Last year Norman Pascoe a 19 years-old, was saved from a crocodile when his aunt hit it on the nose. Norman´s aunt said:
“I hit it and I shouted HELP the crocodile sudenly opened its mouth and my nephew escaped.”


13 Haziran 2014 Cuma

Garbage

Bu gün içimdən rok dinləmək keçdi...
Garbage...Sərt görünüşü ilə ehtiva olunmuş rok ifaçısı...
Garbage - Only Happy When It Rains

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me...pour your misery down
Pour your misery down...pour
You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You want to hear about my new obsession
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains....pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me,

12 Haziran 2014 Perşembe

Did you know??



Did you know
August has the highest percentage of births?
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Did you know
 Unless food is mixed with saliva you can't taste it?
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Did you know
the average person falls asleep in 7 minutes?
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Did you know
a bear has 42 teeth?
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Did you know
an ostrich's eye is bigger than it's brain?
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Did you know
lemons contain more sugar than strawberries?
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Did you know
8% of people have an extra rib?
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Did you know
85% of plant life is found in the ocean?
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Did you know
the longest recorded flight of a chicken was 13 seconds?

10 Haziran 2014 Salı

Jazzın əsrarəngiz melodiyalarından biri...Unbelievable vocals


Sarah Vaughan :))

Who is Sarah Vaughan??
Sarah Lois Vaughan was an American jazz singer, described by Jazz commentator/music critic Scott Yanow as having "one of the most wondrous voices of the 20th century...

Sarah Vaughan - Broken Hearted Melody

One of the most beautiful voices...
How I love this wonderful song!..Unbelievable vocals.
The melody sticks in my mind for days...

“Broken Hearted Melody" is a popular song first published in 1958. The words were written by Hal David and the music by Sherman Edwards.The song became a major hit for Sarah Vaughan in 1959, peaking at #7 in the Billboard Charts.

Listen to enjoy  :)...




9 Haziran 2014 Pazartesi

Prague...


1.262 million inhabitants live in the Czech capital and over 6 million tourists come in to the capital every year, most of whom are German. Perhaps Prague’s most famous landmark, the Astronomical clock stands regally in front of the Old Town Hall and gathers hundreds of tourists from around the world.



According to the Guinness book of records, Prague is the proud owner of the largest castle in the world.



After John Lennon’s murder in 1980 an image was painted on the wall opposite the French Embassy in Mala Strana. Despite repeated coats of whitewash, the wall has become covered in John Lennon-inspired graffiti and lyrics from Beatles songs. The site is seen as a memorial to John Lennon but also as a symbol of free speech and non-violent rebellion.




The Vltava is the longest river in the Czech Republic and flows right through the heart of Prague. Escape the hustle and bustle of the city streets and opt for a boat trip along the river to take in Prague’s most celebrated sights like the Prague castle and the national theatre.

Prague has arguably producing the world’s best beer.

8 Haziran 2014 Pazar

Bu günün mahnısı....


Bu gün içimdəki depressiv moduma uyğun olan bir mahnı dinləyirəm...İsland müğənnisi Ólöf Arnalds..Sakit, həzin mahnısı və su kimi axan səsi..
Məni düşüncə dəryasına qərq edir bu mahnı..
Musiqi yalnız Madonna, Shakira və ya Tarkanla və onların timsalnda digər məşhur pop ulduzları ilə məhdudlaşmır...
Ólöf Arnalds səsi....Dərman kimidir ruhuma ..

Ólöf Arnalds - Ég Umvef Hjarta Mitt

Musiqidə din,dil,irq yoxdur mənim üçün..Oxuduğu mahnıdan bir söz belə anlamsam da mənə xoşdur və mən zövq ala bilirəm..


Who is  Ólöf Arnalds?

Ólöf Arnalds (born 1980) is an Icelandic singer/songwriter and indie musician who has been active within the Icelandic music scene for quite some time. 

P.S
Müğənnidəki sadliyə bir baxın..Necə sadə..Həm geyim də, həm makiyaj da..Bu cür müğənnilər ruhun müğənnisidir..Biznesin, kommersiyanın yox...
Ruhunuzu dinləndirin...

Cakeeeeeeee :)

Cake 
Cake my mom made... My mother prepared pie for me today :)
You should see the cake one, it's amazing.

7 Haziran 2014 Cumartesi

Alone....

My story may not look extraordinary, my life has been pretty normal. There have been ups and downs like there is for everyone. However, when I was little, I felt like there was something missing in my life. I felt empty and lonely (but why? I was a child, and I was surrounded by people). My parents used to take us from time to time to church so I always assumed there was a God. So I used to prey whenever I was facing a problem and I was only hoping he would 'please!' listen. The older I got, the more I could feel the loneliness. I was a teenager then, and at that age we are pretty vulnerable and we can go try to fill the emptiness and loneliness in pretty awful things. Thankfully, God had a different plan for me. I had a friend who invited me to go to church with her. She was a pretty cool girl so I didn't think it would be 'uncool' for me to go with her. So, I was 15 years old, and I started to go to church with her every week. There and then, I heard the message that would change my life and would fill that emptiness and take away all loneliness.Now I continue having my ups and downs like everyone else.God's love and presence a that He is with me at all times. And I may be inconsistent in my relationship with Him, but He is not. He is faithful. Just to know that, well, it changed my life. And I wish I could explain it to you in words, but I rather have you experience it :-)

Wendy Guerrero de Prigent

5 Haziran 2014 Perşembe

War...


I HATE WARS.
Why do countries get into wars? I mean i understand they get into wars due to political or economic reasons.But war is no way to solve problems! it's almost like legal killing. That sucks.So many people die. So many women get robbed of their husbands or their sons. Or so many children get robbed of their fathers. Why can't all the countries live in peace? I am just not talking about one country in specific but i am talking about ALL the countries. I wish wars could be stopped. I wish wars didn't exist. Wars should be banned. Make love not war.
Wars are bad.But no country wants to be the one to back out or look weak, many countries want payback. I think it's damn stupid. If governments are going to start a war, why not nuke the country first and then send the troops out?
No country enjoys war, they just o it because they think it's necessary to survive like bush.

Müharibələrə nifrət edirəm..
Niyə ölkələr müharibə edir?Mənə elə gəlir ki, ölkələr siyasi və iqtisadi səbəblərə görə müharibə edirlər.Lakin müharibələr problemləri həll etmir.Bu, demək olar ki, hüquqların öldürülməsi deməkdir. Hər şey məhv edilir. Çox insanlar ölür. Bir çox qadınların ərləri və oğulları öldürülür. Bir çox uşaqların ataları qarət olunur. Bütün ölkələr niyə sülh şəraitində yaşaya bilmir? Mən yalnız bir ölkə haqqında yox bütün ölkələrə bunu şamil edirəm. Mən arzulayıram ki, müharibələr sona yetsin .Mən arzu edirəm ki, müharibələr mövcud olmasın. Müharibələr qadağan edilməlidir. Sevin, müharibə etməyin..
Müharibələr pisdir. .Lakin heç bir ölkə geri qalmaq və ya zəif görünmək istəmir, qisaslarını almaq istəyirlər .Mən düşünürəm ki, bu lənətlənmiş axmaqlıqdır. Ölkələr müharibələrdən zövq almırlar, onlar sadəcə düşünürlər ki, kol kimi də olsa, sağ qalmaq zəruridir..



The moment a German soldier is hit by enemy fire, Ukraine, 1943
Alman əsgərinə düşmən gülləsi yağdırılan an..Ukrayna 1943-cü il

He had just got back from the war..
O, sadəxə müharibəsən geri qayıtmışdı..
I can not imagine, and never hope to know, what is going through the hearts and minds of these people..
Mən təsəvvür edə bilmirəm və heç vaxt bilməyə  də ümid etmirəm ki, bu adamların ürəklərindən və fikirlərindən keçir..

My heart completely broke, I can only begin to imagine why he is crying..
Mənim qəlbim tamamilə qırıqdır..Mən təsəvvür etməyə başlayıram ki,onlar niyə ağlayır..